So here I am sitting on the couch once again doing nothing but wasting my life away on youtube.
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No plans for the day but to sit around and do nothing, Yes i know your thinking to yourself get out of the house and do something, But there is nothing to do in my small town, No place to go meet people no place to hangout.
Plus everyone in this area hates me anyways, My real friends are always busy and live 30-40ish miles away and cant afford to come get me all the time.
Oh well I'll continue to sit and waste away the days till my 20'th Birthday in which i dont know if it would be worth it.
I'm getting older and have nothing to show, yes i have many years ahead of me but when you think on it ive accomplished nothing in my 20 years on this earth and i think that's horrible.
Post comments please, maybe drop me a subject i could talk about.
TATA for now you fabulous people.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
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I know exactly how u feel. That's a huge reason I decided to enroll in school again. I actually feel like I'm working to get ahead and go somewhere with my life. I'm 21 and I haven't really done anything yet either; that's why I'm in school to get a degree, and working my butt off also to teach myself more about photography and doing more writing. You have to apply for a job, or unemployment or something so that you have gas money so that you can get a more reliable job and maybe take some classes.
ReplyDeleteOne thing I've learned is that there are a lot of opportunities out there but you have to help yourself to them; they aren't just going to come knocking on the door.
You have endless options at this point so start thinking about them, searching, and applying yourself. It's a lot easier to do it now than years from now.
The biggest things are you have to want it more than anything, and you have to work your butt off and not give up. The reason why I do all of this is because I want a better life, I want more than what my dad had and more than he could provide. I have worked hard for everything I have; I've worked myself up tis point from nothing. The question is do you want a better life? You have to really figure that out.